Crystal Ballers

Episode 29 - Respecting Your "No"

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her).

In this episode:

• A Happy first birthday to the Crystal Ballers podcast!
• Natasha's evolving relationship with social media
• Trusting what feels right even if it doesn't seem "correct" on paper
• Britten tries on the Gen Z slang!
• Respecting your "no"
• Recognizing the limits of your energy and deciding where it goes
• Capricorn season is seeding time
• Creating the environment you want to be rooted in, and listening to what environment you're actually in
• The effect on your environment of trusting your "no" (and your "yes")
• Connecting to the spirit of your hopes and dreams for the world to find your community
• Making your frequency your location
• We've been taught to orient safety externally
• What's gonna catch me if I take a leap of faith?
• 2026 brings the end of the chase pattern
• "Why would I be beaming myself somewhere that isn't meeting me there?"
• Holding the frequency of yourself
• The energy of this summer feels like it has big changes in store
• If you're holding on to something that isn't serving you, the universe may take it away for you
• How doing things at the right time makes them easier
• Your life can contain both difficulties and privilege
• Some people wait for collapse to be happy
• This is a time for liminal beings
• How being present with your grief can open you to joy and other emotions
• Doubling down on joy and desire as an orientation point
• The Four Steps of Wayfinding
• Orienting to your own actual heart

 

Plus...

• Join Britten's series, Unshaming Your Chart! Details here.
• Natasha is now doing live monthly attunement calls for paid subscribers of her Substack, Coming Home.  Learn more or sign up here!
• If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!

 

Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Episode 28 - What If What I Do Doesn't Say "I Love You?"

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her).

In this episode:

• A discombobulated holiday time for the Ballers
• Britten goes immersive for Christmas
• Sharing a distaste for pressure to buy things at the holidays
• Christmas is a true inner child joy for Natasha
• Britten & Natasha's opposite feelings about Christmas
• Putting too much pressure on yourself about gift giving
• This episode is for everyone with a Capricorn moon
• How do you chill and have fun, and follow the recipe?
• Dreading asking for help
• What is a dark moon?
• Tips for navigating the holidays
• Quietly pre-resenting people

 

Plus...

• Get Release & Receive, Natasha's guided energy workshop for closing 2025 and anchoring 2026.  Learn more or get it here.
• Join Britten's series, Unshaming Your Chart! Details here.
• If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!

 

Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Episode 27 - As Above, So Below

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her).

In this episode:

• Britten had a different experience with the energy of the last few weeks
• We're just gonna be chart people
• 2025 has been a hermit year (astrology) and a nine year (numerology)
• Britten is already feeling 2026 energy
• "Go big on your magic, go big for our world"
• The world has done so much shedding this year
• Britten and Natasha's relationship to the language of finance
• The importance of "undoing"
• Natasha used to be afraid of Type A people
• So much of your rising sign is your process
• Letting others be themselves isn't possible if you're ashamed of being yourself
• Natasha is scheming to manipulate her solar return chart
• What choosing yourself can look like
• Natasha introduces The Sovereignty Diamond
• Anxiety isn't a prophecy, it's a memory
• The joy of holding eye contact with a loved one longer than usual
• When genuineness is disorienting
• Being shamed for being shameless
• Question: Do you think it's possible to cultivate trust in mystery and uncertainty if you're not anchored in a cosmology of something bigger than yourself?
• Shame thrives in silence and isolation

 

Plus...

• Join Britten's series, Unshaming Your Chart! Details here.
• Natasha is now doing live monthly attunement calls for paid subscribers of her Substack, Coming Home.  Learn more or sign up here!
• If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!

 

Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Episode 26 - My Desire Bubbling Up in My Unique Soul

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her).

In this episode:

• Natasha's taking a super cas(ual) approach today
• The strangeness of being on a mic
• Venus is still in Libra
• The dangers of the Vanderpump to Housewives pipeline
• How much lifestyle compatibility matters in relationships
• How the Venusian gets shamed as being "shallow"
• Practicing discomfort
• The Nine Boredoms of the Rightful Baddie
• Visibility is central to baddiness
• Boredom as the last step of healing
• When you suddenly become more interested yourself than the problem you thought you had to fix
• Learning to identify "fake boredom"
• "No judgies"
• The boredom to baddie pathway
• Societal conditioning has separated us from our divinity and our beauty
• Worth tied to your existence, not your output
• A space where proving yourself doesn't even make sense

 

Plus...

• Get in on Britten's free offering, The 9 Boredoms of the Rightful Baddie
• Natasha is now doing live monthly attunement calls for paid subscribers of her Substack, Coming Home.  Learn more or sign up here!
• If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!

 

Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Episode 25 - The Me's I've Met

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her).

In this episode:

• Natasha is a maximalist being forced into minimalism

• How summoning together can help

   

• The importance of not forcing things when manifesting

• Go Humans! We're really doing it!

• The rapidity of emotional and energetic updates happening right now

• Trying to speak astrology in a way that doesn't center personality types

• Personality is a rudimentary way of relating to yourself.

• Medical racism as a reflection of how we cut ourselves off

• How personal growth can affect relationships when 

• "Who are you to love what you do every day?"

• Being forced to comply makes Natasha's Aquarius parts feel shrivel

• Britten's book, Living Astrology

• A recent major inner child event for Britten

• Letting our inner child parts feel seen helps remove the sting of what triggered them

• Learning to manage your own emotions to help others (especially children)

• All of this growth is catapulting us into a new era

• How we can sometimes live in different realities than others

• How the 3D/5D discussion is reminiscent of The Rapture

• New Segment: Messages from Natasha's dragon guides

   

   

Plus...

• Natasha is now doing live monthly attunement calls for paid subscribers of her Substack, Coming Home.  Learn more or sign up here!
• Learn more about Britten's courses, books, and one-on-one offerings.
• If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!

 

Mentioned on this episode:

• The practice of Summoning, as explained in Episode 7

 

Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Episode 24 - Transmitting What Cannot Be Censored

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her).

In this episode:

• Natasha was really shaken by the events of the past couple weeks: the assassination of Charlie Kirk and its fall out, the lynching of two black men on the same day in Mississippi, the indefinite suspension of Jimmy Kimmel

• We're not imagining fascism; America feels precarious right now

• Quoting Charlie Kirk's own words is viewed as hate speech

• How the reaction from those in power can be triggering or soothing for narcissistic abuse survivors

• No, really: Joy is resistance

• Your expression of who you are is not just for you; it feeds joy and resistance in others

• This all had to be exposed; and now we can come at it with truth

• Call your representatives!

• All of your actions matter; even tiny actions matter

• Taking time to "shut up and learn" from those who know more than you about something

• A helpful tool for your inner child parts who want to fight or argue with people

• Giving time for dreaming without shaming it

• The audacity to build your future now

• A helpful inner parent is sometimes just a noticer

• Maintaining your personal boundaries as a form of self-care

• "Teeth, pee, jammies, bed!"

• A powerful message from one of Natasha's dragon guides

• Showing up as yourself has a powerful effect on both you and others

• The little moments are everything; you speak through all the little moments

• Natasha's libra moon says: Your aesthetic is a loud voice!

• How encountering or anticipating shame from others can keep us from our own power

• The way forgiveness is often pushed by those with an agenda

   

Plus...

• Learn more about Britten's courses, books, and one-on-one offerings.
• Paid subscribers to Natasha's substack get tons of free tools, discounts, and an extra weekly energy report.
• If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!

 

Mentioned on this episode:

• Brian Recker (@berecker)
• Stacey Abram's podcast, Assembly Required
• Democratic Socialists of America (DSA)

Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Episode 23 - The Structure for the Surrender

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her).

In this episode:

• Britten is only four weeks out from a marathon!
• Britten taking her daughter to college
• Summer is often a death process for Britten
• The year begins with Virgo seasons
• Moving momentum from the visionary plane to the material plane
• Britten has been using AI for dream interpretation and it has been exciting, supportive, and inspiring
• The importance of knowing your own boundaries and seniority if you work with AI
• This is important when seeing human spiritual advisors, too.
• The importance for leadership of trusting yourself and allowing yourself to be human
• Learning to feel safe even when you're triggered
• Getting physical support for energetic work
• The upcoming eclipses
• Natasha is tearing up a lot on this podcast
• How the past comes up in a lunar eclipse
• How pain, separation, and disappointment can be a portal to feeling the joy and wonder of connection
• Finding the joys of being in body and the uniqueness of those pleasures
• The pain that comes from fear of The Other Shoe
• How to move forward after betrayal
• The skilled and unskilled approaches to surrender
• Supporting yourself when you have to take an emotional risk
• Having your own back no matter what
• Committing to yourself provides structure to surrender
• Not giving away your power allows you to experience your own emotions more fully
• It can be scary to receive the abundance of love
• Noodling, but in a Pisces way
• Unshaming the sign that feels furthest away from you

Plus...

• Paid subscribers to Natasha's substack get tons of free tools, discounts, and an extra weekly energy report.
• Learn more about Britten's courses, books, and one-on-one offerings.
• If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!

 

Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Episode 22 - Laziness Does Not Exist - The Ballers' Routines

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her).

In this episode:

• Natasha & Britten share their daily routines!

• The parts of your astrological charts aligned with routine

• The moon rules over daily habits and routines

• How stability and safety nourish you

• Examining when/where your daily routines began  to learn what need they satisfy

• Learning to be more conscious about your habits

• How habits and routines differ

• Natasha's feeling very chatty today but didn't realize it until just now!

• Healing from a very "productivity as worth" mindset

• Britten and Natasha both highly value sleep

• Natasha was shocked to learn how often babies wake up

• Every night is like a slumber party for Natasha & Brett

• Britten needs to stop talking to all people around 10pm

• Journal + coffee = heaven for Britten

• How Britten's partner shifted her relationship to coffee

• A coffee ritual as self-care

• Imagine if we felt about life the way Britten feels about coffee?

• Allowing yourself to be a person with a picky palette and particular preferences

• The joy of being a "difficult" person

• Trying to make sense of the nonsensical rules imposed on you by immature caregivers

• Natasha outs herself as a morning Coke Zero person

• ChatGPT for dream analysis?? Yes, says Natasha

• Journaling about your dreams

• Using showers or baths to ground with water

• When to employ and back off from rigidity in your routine

• Laziness doesn't exist and is usually a label for behavior your subconscious engages in to try and meet your actual needs and desires

• How depression can masquerade as laziness

• "Laziness" as an invitation to explore your life circumstances

• But wait, what about food?

• Natasha's skincare routine

• Natasha may be in the pocket of Big Sunscreen

• Adding speaking out loud in the morning to activate different parts of your body and brain

• Why do so many people hate their own voices?

• Britten helps Natasha heal some shame around the idea that she "should be reading more".

   

Plus...

• Spots are open for Awakening, Natasha's one-on-one mentor program.
• Learn more about Britten's courses, books, and one-on-one offerings.
• If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!

 

Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.