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Crystal Ballers is a weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of ”skilled feelership” - the practice of honoring and developing one’s intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. With weekly episodes and monthly guests, Crystal Ballers’s primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to your power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present. They also invite listeners to submit questions for future Q&A episodes.
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Episode 14 - Grounding in the Chaos
9 hours ago
9 hours ago
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger.
In this episode:
- Britten has been sick this week
- Fighting a sense of being pulled backward
- Remaining aware of the positives during difficult times, without spiritually bypassing
- Judging yourself when you're not meeting your "normal" capacity
- How judgement can keep you from grounding
- How Britten & Natasha experience relational healing by doing the podcast together
- Natasha's relationship with ChatGPT and ADD
- The very different ways Natasha and Britten experience grounding in their bodies
- The invitation being offered now to try seeing what it feels like to sit with what makes you uncomfortable
- Large swings from "things are great" to "TOTAL CHAOS!" seem to be the energy of 2025
- The importance of telling your body you're in the present
- Your soul can be at a different pace than your body
- Making sure you connect to both your soul and your body
- Shaking your being back into your body
- Chaos isn't always a negative thing
- And more
Plus...
- Grounding in the Chaos, the next Crystal Ballers workshop, is happening Thursday May 1 @ 7pm ET! Sign up here!
- Natasha's small-group psychic mentorships are open for registration again! Learn more or sign up here.
- Learn more about Britten's courses, books, and one-on-one offerings.
- If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!
Crystal Ballers is a weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. With weekly episodes and monthly guests, Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Friday Apr 11, 2025
Episode 13 - The Compassion of the Paradox
Friday Apr 11, 2025
Friday Apr 11, 2025
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger.
In this episode:
- Time isn't real. And also, there's a divot in the time-space continuum.
- The limits we put on time are constructed and can be played with.
- Trying to communicate energetically with animals
- Natasha's cat, Kenny, is just here for the vibes
- Finding it easier to draw energetic boundaries with non-human energies
- The possibilities opened by "choosing to believe"
- Making sure "choosing to believe" validates your experience and isn't gaslighting you
- Britten practicing a hermitage with her emergence astrology students
- The "this side" and "that side" of astrology
- Astrology isn't about us, it's about how the universe expresses itself
- "All of the energy noticing each other."
- The ways in which identity can limit your growth
- Finding your grounding even while you feel anxious
- You don't have to wait for the "perfect moment" to show up for yourself and others
- Learning that we are so much more than we think we are
- Holding multiple sides of yourself at the same time
- Believing you can no longer be wise or discerning or protective when we are anxious or fearful
- Self doubt and inner knowing can actually be teammates
- And more
Plus...
- Save the Date! Grounding in the Chaos, another Crystal Ballers workshop will be happening May 1 @ 7pm ET. More info coming soon!
- Natasha's small-group psychic mentorships are open for registration again! Learn more or sign up here.
- Learn more about Britten's courses, books, and one-on-one offerings.
- If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!
Crystal Ballers is a weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. With weekly episodes and monthly guests, Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Friday Apr 04, 2025
Episode 12 - 3D Poetry with PJ from Poster Journal
Friday Apr 04, 2025
Friday Apr 04, 2025
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger.
This week, Natasha & Britten are excited to welcome special guest, PJ of Poster Journal. Poster Journal is a public diary that doesn't hold back—a bold mix of wit, candor, and all-caps chaos. Its minimalist style is nostalgic yet timeless, speaking from the heart (and sometimes screaming). Launched anonymously in 2020, Poster Journal has evolved into a loud, unfiltered voice in the art world, growing more acidic and unabashed with each passing year. With phrases that are as vulnerable as they are biting, Poster Journal captures the messiness of being human and dares its followers to do the same. Its mission? To say what you're thinking so you don't have to.
In this episode:
- PJ loves any opportuity to talk about himself
- The energy of PJ's prints
- Becoming an audience of your mind
- Ideas are not rare; they are one of the most abundant resources
- PJ's technique of 3-D poetry
- Channeling ideas is vital to their authenticity
- "If these ideas are not helpful to me first, they won't be helpful to anyone else."
- The scary idea of being alone in living at a given frequency
- You might not have these kinds of ideas, but they are available to anyone
- PJ didn't always have access to these ideas
- Living in a channel of desperation, fear, confusion
- Saved by "Letters to a Young Poet"
- Your inner turmoil is the material; your work as an artist is to honestly depict it
- If you're always looking for misery, you're going to create more of it
- Needed to find positivity and affirmations that we're saccharine and paper-thin
- "The trick is to take being unserious very seriously."
- Humor releases pain from everything
- Giving people permission to be a whole person; happy, angry, messy, all of it
- The ego can be very funny and silly
- Started in 2020 when the pandemic took everything away and PJ started learning about stoic philosophy
- "I put on a mask, so I can be myself."
- What is a 12th House Sun sign?
- Giving your inner child an opportunity to be expressed and not denied
- Not wanting to pick any one aspect of your personality to express
- Confronting the fear of seeming like a narcissist when you are proud
- Self-love is the beginning of all love
- PJ talks about having haters
- Using constraints to inspire rather than inhibit
- Realizing you are not your thoughts
- Training yourself out of evaluating while you are creating
- How do you decide which ideas to write down
- The confirmation is in your spine!
- Activating your light codes
- Learning not to ignore your intuition when you hear it
- The value of being a court jester
- A harmless selfishness
- And more
Plus...
- If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!
- Learn more about Britten's courses, books, and one-on-one offerings.
- Check out Natasha's book, Healing Your Inner Child, now in its second edition!
PJ's Info:
- Website: posterjournal.com
- Instagram: @posterjournal
The books that saved PJ:
- Letters to a Young Poet by Rainer Marie Rilke
- Letters from a Stoic by Seneca
- Damn Good Advice for People With Talent by George Lois
- Meditations by Marcus Aureleus
- The Consolation of Philosophy by Boethius
- Discourses & Selected Writings by Epictetus
- Interaction of Color by Joseph Albers
- The Creative Act by Rick Rubin
Crystal Ballers is a weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. With weekly episodes and monthly guests, Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Friday Mar 28, 2025
Episode 11 - The Paradox of Being Baller
Friday Mar 28, 2025
Friday Mar 28, 2025
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger.
In this episode:
- Just showing up when you wish you didn't have to is the most baller energy ever
- Mindset is a huge theme this week
- Narcissist family dynamics with the US administration
- The power of disrupting the stories we tell ourselves
- Trying to just be receptive to the universe when you're feeling bad about yourself
- Holding conflicting visions of the "success" of your work
- We make subjective meaning from numbers and metrics but think it is objective
- Quality vs quantity, reach vs impact
- Letting go of caring about results
- A million ways up to show up to the facts in your life
- Everything is meaningful and not everything has to mean something
- Is the meaning you make of things connecting you to expansiveness or contraction?
- Letting go of inauthentic patterns and systems
- Trying to apply objectivity to "data" from your life
- The Meaning Maker & The Seat of Neutrality
- Being afraid to give ourselves spaciousness
- Getting locked in your inner protector
- The power of positive routine as an anchor
- Picking an idealized inner parent
- And more
Plus...
- If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!
- Learn more about Britten's courses, books, and one-on-one offerings.
- Check out Natasha's book, Healing Your Inner Child, now in its second edition!
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Friday Mar 21, 2025
Episode 10 - Making the Doorway Visible
Friday Mar 21, 2025
Friday Mar 21, 2025
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger.
In this episode:
- The "proper" pronunciation of equinox
- Beginning to see growth as we collectively adjust to the chaos and change from the beginning of the year
- The excitement of seeing something you planted start to grow
- Having to ask people to be patient when you don't have the resources or conditions you need to show up the way you want to
- Noticing where you feel that things need to be "just so"
- Learning to reach out, to build community by accepting help
- Working through your assumptions of others' feelings
- The problem with basing your reality on your projections onto other people
- Breaking down your own misconceptions of what "power" is and looks like
- A hypnosis technique to help overcome fears and anxieties
- The idea that we are infinite beings who are choosing to experience limitation while on earth
- The same magic that repels some attracts others
- Dispelling misconceptions around manifesting and magic
- Treating manifestation as co-creation with the Universe
- The synchronicity of asynchronous magic
- The necessity of practical steps to accompany manifestation
- Britten getting inspired to do group magic with more people
- The role of trust in manifestation
- Brushing off your intuition as "just a feeling"
- The mundane becomes magic when you trust it
- The power of vulnerability in manifestation
- Dealing with "What if it doesn't work?"
- Leaning on your faith in other people to have more faith in yourself
- Fully committing to being yourself
- Double-down on trusting your own knowing
- And more
Plus...
- If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!
- Schedule a one-on-one reading with Natasha, or learn more about her other offerings.
- Learn more about Britten's courses, books, and one-on-one offerings.
Mentioned on the show:
Crystal Ballers is a weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. With weekly episodes and monthly guests, Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Sunday Mar 16, 2025
Episode 9 - Compassion is Your Compass
Sunday Mar 16, 2025
Sunday Mar 16, 2025
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger.
In this episode:
- Skiing is Britten's favorite thing in the world
- Natasha once skied into a group of children on purpose
- Building the grooves to trust yourself
- Britten helping her daughter down a double black diamond ski run
- Natasha turning personal tragedy into comedy
- Going down the double black diamond of your emotional life
- You're not the boss, but you do need to trust yourself
- Toxic masculinity cannot feel the difference between ownership and reciprocity
- Finding ways to embody The Emperor that are not extractive and dominating
- Emperors who want to scaffold worlds for people to come into
- A tool for connecting to and supporting the earth
- The energy of the recent lunar eclipses
- Relating to eclipses by being aware of sight and what you're noticing
- Eclipses can lovingly show you things you can't unsee
- Magic is participation with Change
- Be your own researcher
- The consequences of being taught to pathologize ourselves
- Lessons in self-healing from archaeology
- All you're supposed to do it draw pictures of what's in YOUR square
- "I notice this is here. Can I have compassion?"
- Sometimes you have to come back to basics to to work with things you thought you already healed
- Recognizing that growth is like a slinky on the floor
- Sometimes the same issue comes up in order to show you how much you've grown since the last time
- If I could trust that everything I am dreaming of bringing through is already on its way, how would i tend to that today?
- Having compassion shame you feel for not knowing how to realize your dreams
- Let compassion be your compass when you're lost in shame
- Unshaming what it looks like to "be Virgo"
- Showing up for yourself doesn't have to be rigid; it needs to be what YOU need it to be
- Virgo is mutable, adaptable, responding, learning
- What would it be like to give yoursel permission to be a human who is learning to be here?
- What if the process is the purpose?
- Observe, allow, welcome, then adapt and respond
- Boredom in relationships comes when you stop knowing your partner, not when you know them too well
- Being excited about growth and adaptation in your relationships
- And more
Plus...
- Britten's next round of The Magician's Table opens for registration soon. Learn more or get on the waitlist here.
- Natasha's latest mediation on releasing collective anxiety is available for paid subscribers of her substack. Learn more or subscriber here.
- If you like this podcast, please leave a review and tell your friends about us!
Crystal Ballers is a weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. With weekly episodes and monthly guests, Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Friday Feb 21, 2025
Episode 8: The Poem Hidden Within Reality - with special guest Xenia Viray
Friday Feb 21, 2025
Friday Feb 21, 2025
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger.
This week, Natasha & Britten are excited to welcome special guest, Xenia Viray. Xenia Marie Ross Viray (she/they) is an imagination healer, frequency artist, and creativity catalyst. She is the eldest of three sisters, and her name means kindness to strangers. Born as a brick-and-mortar fashion business, Myths of Creation is a container for experiments, art, writing, and gatherings at the intersection of creativity, spirituality, and meaning-making. Xenia guides spirited innovators who want to bring their natural genius into form.
In this episode:
- Attuning yourself to find the poem within reality
- Allowing familiar physical tasks to quiet your mind enough to connect to that poem
- Xenia's eternal inner child is making peace with being a grown being in a human body
- A body-based approach to timeline creation
- The relationship between The Conscious Creator and The Allowing Mystic in each of us
- Xenia's relationship to writing
- Being at the first Webbie Awards
- Designing her own writing degree at NYU
- Powerful affirmations for these (and other) chaotic times
- You can tune your antenna to what you want and wait for the frequency to come in
- If you cannot believe something, it's hard to find it in reality
- There are many realities present, and you do not have to escape reality to experience them now
- Your desires are your map to new realities
- How obsession and avoidance can be used to tune into new realities
- How shame can keep you from doing the work to tune into new timelines
- Why it can feel like abandoning people when you thrive
- Where magic and quantum physics meet
- Tuning yourself to a frequency of suffering is not the most efficient way to create intimacy with someone else
- Worrying about the optics of self-care rather than the reality of it
- Learning to see when your own perception is clouded or unclouded
- The practicality of being an optimistic dreamer
- Pondering the difference between escaping and dreaming
- Questioning our own delineations of the "real" world and the "dream" world
- Daydreaming as a crucial self-care tool
- Labeling things as "daydreaming" unnecessarily centers this reality as the "main" reality
- Where we place our consciousness dictates our reality
- Learn about The Observer Effect on the Double Slit Experiment
- Our attention is the alchemical mechanism for putting our consciousness onto a timeline
- We are creating our reality every...single...second
- Inner child work can help put you and your inner child parts on the same timeline
- The relationship of The Algorithm to the Observer Effect
- Obstacles to using the Observer Effect to change reality on a societal level
- A mystical model for reality can allow you to access facets of yourself for different moments
- The trap of relationships oriented toward struggle (even shared struggle)
- How a need or validation can get you stuck in single perspectives
- Using self-compassion to help scared parts of yourself move into safety
- We need trust to evolve as a society
- Some seeds need certain stressors to ever start growing
- Accepting the moment we're in as an invitation to crack open new ways of being, thinking, feeling
- Community is so important for resilience
- The Allegory of The Butterfly & The Imaginal Discs
- What repulses you can be a signal for self-examination
- If you're building a business on magic: keep doing what your'e doing
- And more
Plus...
- Britten's next round of The Magician's Table opens for registration soon. Learn more or get on the waitlist here.
- Natasha is currently accepting applications for the next cohort of Expansion, her small-group psychic mentorship.
- If you like this podcast, please leave a review and tell your friends about us!
Xenia's Info:
- Video on The Observer Effect in the Two Slit Experiment
- Website: mythsofcreation.com
- Instagram: @mythsofcreation
- Substack: Garden of the Imaginal
- Offering: Create Your Cosmology: a course in Authentic Belief Creation
- Offering: Imaginal Temple, a creative mystical mentorship
- Offering: Emanate: Business School for Mystics
Crystal Ballers is a weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. With weekly episodes and monthly guests, Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Friday Feb 14, 2025
Episode 7: It's Good Enough Because You Felt It
Friday Feb 14, 2025
Friday Feb 14, 2025
Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger.
In this episode:
- How do the ballers celebrate Valentine's Day
- A Valentine's Day gift from Britten's first boyfriend
- A foruth grade secret admirer for Natasha
- Britten may fall asleep at the opera
- But at least she's got the juicy promo wisdom
- Showing up on your path, even when others don't get it
- A surprise appearance from one of Natasha's cats
- The Hermit card is about both the inner and outer realms
- Chris Cornell on following your inspiration: If you're inspired by something, others will be
- How narcissist abuse blunts your connection to your inspiration
- Your art doesn't need permission to exist
- It's hard to connect to your inspiraiton while still oriented toward systems that didn't understand or support you
- Natasha & Britten demonstrate summoning
- Summoning with other people only amplifies the power of it
- When your dreams and desires get bigger, it can feel like you've never done it before
- The effect of the degree of your ascendant sign
- Natasha's north node is at the same position on Britten's sun...of course
- Natasha slips into good student mode
- Taking care of your energy as you engage in activism
- A lot of collaboration energy, sparkly energy
- A correction from a previous episode
- A discussion of how reading energy works and learning your own information
- Sometimes we're lazy in communication with those closest to us
- And more
Plus...
- Britten's next round of The Magician's Table opens for registration soon. Learn more or get on the waitlist here.
- Natasha is currently accepting applications for the next cohort of Expansion, her small-group psychic mentorship.
- If you like this podcast, please leave a review and tell your friends about us!
Crystal Ballers is a weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. With weekly episodes and monthly guests, Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.